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#Doodles#Pokemon#Larry#Kabu#Firebland#Silverstreakshipping#Can't listen - the cuteness must be observed with 100% focus#Only does this like a dozen times before getting himself under Slightly better control lol#Kabu's the cutes who can blame him for being a bit smitten every once in a while#I'm decently pleased with how he turned out here as well :) Both of them really!#Finally starting to get a handle on Kabu's shirt#Details details details#Oh and an offhand of calling Larry as Aoki instead just to see how I feel about it - he suits both! I like Kabu's choice of honourific hehe#Both of theirs! The way it reflects their ages and how they feel about each other ♪ Expectations and respect and ahh#It's nice#What is Kabu talking about? Training? Obviously something Larry only kind of cares about or else he'd be actively listening lol#Has his own subjects that get him fired up! Just not this one lol more fun to just watch him <3#It's fun because Kabu's having fun ♪#It's only fair! Kabu listens to him talk excitedly about the things he likes - share that stage and enjoy the enthusiasm#Passion can be very enticing hehe#Sighed just a little too wistfully - sounded like boredom but no! Enjoying himself in a way Kabu didn't quite intend lol#Followup questions are very important just too distracted haha#Just needs more practice is all hehe surely he'll improve if he keeps at it he's a great study#Kabu's tutelage would deliver impressive results for sure! Hehe#Gotta learn how to spoil him properly ♪
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uh oh i can feel myself getting bogged down in the perfectionism sauce again... i need to write smth stupid and self indulgent ough
#rimi talks#it also does not help that my head is so FUcking hurty rn but that i slept too much and now i cant sleep more#like now im just bored of sitting here going aw my head hurts :(#why is being in pain sofucking BORING i ask you.#(thinking abt all the fics i could write) man it woudl be so cool if i knew how to write#<- i say this bc im struggling with words rn. which is a problem bc i would like to write rn. bc im bored. however .#like what else can i do with myself!!!!!! my eyes hurt!!!!!!#can't play video game bc moving images hard. can't read book bc eyes hurt. can't do podcast bc audio processing is Shot.#i COULD sit here with my eyes mostly closed and type but i cant THINK good????#which i mean i can still do but its frustrating to constantly feel like i can't think as well as normal. ugh#chronic migraines when i fuckign get you#BUT i guess having a migraine is a great excuse to write something silly and indulgent that doesnt require much planning or thought#so if i can just figure out what that somethign is. that might be a potential boredom cure
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Well, I actually have the most mundane of questions, but it’s been so long since I’ve been in an English class that I feel like I’ve completely forgotten (and I’m curious how you do it): how do you go about reading a book as a class? Do you assign them the chapters to read at home and most of them actually do it? Or do you give them class time to read? Do you have the kids who try to spoil the rest of the book for the class? Basically, how does one teach a book in the year 2024? 😀
And do you have your students annotate inside their books? (I know the English teachers in my school require the students to do that, and I get why, but I inwardly shudder every time I see a student marking up a page.)
Haha I love this question because I too am always asking myself how DOES one teach a book in 2024?
It’s sort of a combination. I absolutely assign reading every night (almost) unless it’s Shakespeare or any play in which case we read it all in class. But for a novel there’s a couple chapters a night. I read aloud to them a lot too. Sometjmes I make them read aloud to the whole class, rotating kids who read. Sometimes I assign a chapter to be read in class silently with questions or quotes due at the end of the reading. Sometimes I put them in groups and make them read aloud to each other. There’s no one way that works for sure and of course ultimately I have no control over how much they read and I’m not naive enough to think that most of the reading assigned for homework doesn’t get skipped most of the time buuuuuut.
My bottom line is that I believe it’s my job to get excited about the actual text itself (easier for me in some cases than others but overall pretty easy because it does fill me with excitement) and then commit to taking them on the journey of the story with me. And my goal—that I’m sure I often don’t reach—is to make that experience so much more fun if you have actually read. And the way that I teach is pretty text heavy which is why I always make sure I’ve read the chapters for the day and am not just relying on my memory because the way I do it is just sort of absorbing it all up like a vacuum-cleaner, schwooooop, and then either pulling stuff out of the reading to look at directly or directing them to do the same thing. So the big thing that I have going for me, if any, is buy-in. Is getting kids excited about actually reading the actual text. I also speak often and passionately about the evils of sparknotes etc. not because they help kids get better grades or whatever but because they present you with the husk and shell of a story, stripped of all that makes it interesting, and that by reading that alone they’re reading something so dry and dull and are not achieving what I always want them to achieve —which is, have an Experience with the Literature.
Again, it never works perfectly by any stretch and there are so many ways I want to explore in my quest to get better at it but overall I think, at my very best, I can create this wave of energy and excitement in the story itself which is the most organic and ultimately most helpful way to get them to want to read.
Also no haha. I don’t let them annotate! Though occasionally kids DO of course. But sometimes they bring in their own copies in order to do that. The spoilers absolutely happen and are annoying but I sort of get by it by moving on very quickly and/or talking about how it’s often not the ending but how you get there that makes it interesting. Because that’s just true!
#gosh does this answer make sense#I am so passionate about doing it well and there are huge gaps in my teaching in terms of concrete stuff#but I am doing ….. Something in terms of bringing literature closer to them#and that’s what I want to do!#also love love love the bonus of getting to reread great works over and over until they start sinking into my brain#and I think (well I usually don’t think about it) but I think that the experience for them of watching me read it again#(and sometimes literally I won’t have time to read I need 10 minutes to finish this chapter and tell them to shut up)#(while I sit there and read it)#reminds them that I AM committed to doing the work with them. that I am actually doing it and that I want to!#and idk I think that is both a rarer experience and one that’s kind of underrated in terms of how much warmth it can create#because I have nothing in common with 16 year olds we couldn’t be friends in real life without it being very weird/possibly inappropriate#but in class we have a Thing to be friends about#we have a shared goal! and not just an arbitrary one but a deeply beautiful one#idk. there’s still a lot of boredom a lot of pushback a lot of disinterest#but I’m always amazed at how often kids do want to …. idk sink their teeth into something real#it’s REAL food for their minds. and the hunger for it is there even if they decide they’re too lazy to join the group#my goal is to —merely by the situation itself—make you feel left out of the fun if you refuse to do the work#so you can CHOOSE that but it’s less fun. it’s cold. it’s boring and it’s isolating#because refusing to do the work and insisting on being a little toad SHOULD come with natural social punishments in the form of exclusion#from the best kind of fun. it often does NOT. but yeah. I think I’m also getting better at shutting down toad behavior from adolescent male#this is where teaching co-Ed helps because there are some girls who are like ‘if you stop my learning I will kill you’#not ENOUGH girls but some#ooooof this is a long answer but literally always on my mind#thank you for asking!!! also haha I assumed you were an English teacher yourself!
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would anyone read an intire fic written in morse code? like if I wrote a metagala one-shot intirely in morse code would anyone read it?
#metagala#the story would be morse code themed but also just written in morse#listen I learned morse out of boredom and now I got to use it for something#also I got metagala brainrot#meta knight#galacta knight#kirby#it would take so long#but if this gets one note im doing it#prob post a decoded ver later but still#og
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for the vrains colour pallete, #177 and blue angel? no worries if the request is too late, absolutely no pressure, have a lovely day :)
Tysm!!!
#ok ok ok i genuinely am trying to say this in the nicest way possible#i just really wanna know why you picked this palette#was it to be festive? was it to challenge me?#im not even trying to be a hater i just want to know why there is multiple people out there who want blue angel without the blue#is it boredom of people drawing her the same way?#tysm again!#(also to everyone im saying this to. pls do not feel discouraged from submitting requests)#its just when u sit for hours drawing something u get curious yk#yugioh#vrains#aoi zaizen#skye zaizen#art#reblogs appreciated#IGNORE ME EDITING IT BTW. MY FRIEND SAID I FUCKED UP THE SHADING ON THE FACE SO I CHANGED IT
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#I just feel so like. idk how to even describe my state of mind.#it's like I've gone from depressed in a dull helpless way to depressed in a hysterical way but sometimes for a#little bit I'm also normal. i feel like the most boring person in the world & also like I'm losing my mind.#i genuinely never thought i would actually really get to this point in my life ever. not in that i thought I'd die per se it was just never#real to me it never felt like something i could feasibly accomplish & now I'm there i feel like i just stepped off into the deep end of#some alternate universe world i shouldn't even exist in like i don't belong here.#like when i pictured my life as a kid reality just ended here & everything else was fantasy I realistically knew I never could do#& I'm Trying so hard to get myself a job so i can do smth with my life beyond sort of stewing in boredom & existential terror mixed but#i do not feel like a real person who could feasibly do that. like i just thought I'd disappear or something I don't know what I thought.#like someone would just close the picture book of my life because I'm not someone whose capable of living a normal life.#like I've failed the test (just like I always expected to!!!) but I'm still stuck here they forgot to take me out of the experiment.#<- sorry I'm okay mostly I'm just. really going through it w the transitional stage of life thing
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Shout-out to everyone who survived a "fun" easter with the family
#fucking hell#it started with finding out my dad smoked in my car when I picked up my sister#who was equally dreading the day#my mum turns into the world's tensest and judgemental presence. worsened by my aunt#then hell for autistic people (of which there are multiple present)#multiple deaf people means one uninspired conversation that isn't interesting in any way.#combinations of passive aggressiveness and people not saying a thing because they can't participate. voice volumes too damn high#weirdass food situations. Very full table. so many smells.#this goes on for over an hour. wishing for literally anything but being there. soul crushing.#then you still have to sit in that room for 2.5 hours. it just goes on and on.#my autistic deaf dad physically looks like how I feel. my mum and aunt keep piling on top of him to demand his mental presence#i leave the room once (to get my phone to show pictures to my uncle) and am immediately followed upstairs by my mum#who demands I don't leave the room (What's next. following me when I need the toilet?)#me and my sister are so bored we start throwing paper planes and fake fighting.#Which amuses the bored and the deaf#but of course my mum and aunt have opinions and this is not allowed. only soul crushing boredom allowed#they complain to each other over it while aggressively doing dishes#finally it ends because my mum and aunt start insisting my dad should go to bed if he's 'that tired'. *sprinkle on some additional ableism*#still sitting through a conversation about allergies one of my sister's friends has. my mum preaching that people should take that seriously#(meanwhile i had to cook for myself for 9 years because when my allergies were really bad no one bothered to check if i could eat something)#me and my sister go sit upstairs to discover our mum has made things we care about vanish in her room#and made things appear that should not be there#I've washed the interior of my car and hope the smell will go#you think it's over after that. but woke up with the realisation that even more things have disappeared from my sister's room.#i can't remember a time when things left outside of my room didn't disappear#I don't know why we do these family gatherings at all. no one has fun on days like that.#the housing crisis isn't making these things easy. my sister is losing her place to live again as well#she'll go hiking for a month and then work on a campsite over the summer#maybe I'll go house sitting again. idk.#can't make commitments a few months in advance like that because I'll cancel everything the second Sparks announces anything important
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MORALITY CHALLENGE!
bold all the things your muse has done, will/would do is in italics, bolded italics means they've done it and will probably do it again.
murder / manslaughter / assault / robbery / breaking & entering / theft / embezzlement / money-laundering / kidnapping / torture / blackmail / arson / trespassing / treason / libel or slander / obstruction of justice / lying to law enforcement / creation of a weapon / espionage / riot / escape from lawful custody / contempt of court / public intoxication / conspiracy / accessory to a crime / harboring a fugitive / bribery / perjury under oath / resisting arrest / identity theft / corporate fraud / tax fraud / document forgery / destruction of evidence / assassination / counterfeiting / sale of a controlled substance / purchase of a controlled substance / failure to pay child support / hacking crimes / threat / pick-pocketing / shoplifting
Tagged by: @earthforsaken (ty!!)
Tagging: YOU
#//a lot of these ended up being bolded italicized LMAO#//uh yeah so lambda's done a lot and a lot of those things i haven't really explained bc i nerfed him for here#//(and maybe bc i was a tad worried people would hate it but besides the point)#//the counterfeiting thing is funny and i can explain that bc technically he's doing that when he uses his powers to make money?#//but also its real money so it kind of isn't?? it's weird#//creation of a weapon also falls under him using his powers to make cannons pop out of thin air or something idk#//hacking crimes are due to that weird little thing where he can just use his brain/powers to get into stuff he's not supposed to#//i never use that one enough i probably should lol#//anyways yeah! weird horrible boy i loved this#boredom killer {dash games}
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#i can’t lock in and summon the will to finish this project within two days#it would probably just make the art ugly and fall short of my vision#but i was really hoping to get it done by then#is it because i’m burnt out???#i absolutely want it done it’s not like i want to abandon it#it’s on my mind i’m interested in it#i just can’t pull myself together#i mean it is a lot#but like why can’t i find the will to do anything#is there simply nothing that can make me feel happiness ‘em#is that why i’ve been doing weirdly healthy things the past few days#usually when i feel crappy i run the systems troubleshooter and it gives me a diagnosis#like lack of sleep or food or water or fresh air or exercise#i’ve done all of that#it could be because i have nothing to look forward to#nothing happening#no serotonin#starting a new media might help#but i’ve been prohibiting myself from doing so entirely because i want this project done#because i know i’ll never put in the effort to finish non-essential work when i have a video game calling my name#but like i feel so bad that i can’t even finish the project so i’ve just been lying around in boredom frustration insanity limbo#should i just give up and do it later. way later#just like all my projects#just wip after wip after wip#i was really hoping i could finally do something#for my own personal satisfaction plus then my friends could hype me up over it#that would give me a dopamine hit or two at least temporarily#wish i could Do things man!!!!#i hate having to tell myself i’m putting off yet another project until a future date#peach rambles
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I'll tell you what I want,—something to live for,—some excitement. Is it not a shame that I see around me so many people getting amusement, and that I can get none?
Anthony Trollope, from Can You Forgive Her?
#missing out#fomo#left out#i can't get no satisfaction#dissatisfied#boredom#something to live for#excitement#purpose#just like me for real#on the outside looking in#quotes#lit#words#excerpts#quote#literature#classics#yearning#anthony trollope#can you forgive her?
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making it my goal to push myself out of my comfort zone with art and like. draw more environments and stop drawing guys posing on flat coloured backgrounds as much. i have GOT to start pushing myself more with my art i feel like my skills are stagnatiiiing </3 and things are getting boooriiiing
#.txt#the r&c wedding piece was a good start for sure#idk i just feel like i draw the same thing a lot and that’s where some of my boredom with art comes from at times#but whenever i Do try and do something out of my comfort zone i give up way too easily#and it is time to STOP doing that !!#hard things get easier when u do them more and it’s okay if stuff looks wonky because at least i did it#< pounding that into my head#or. to quote jake adv.enture time#sucking at something is the first step to being sorta good at something
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aughh man its like. i want to watch something but nothing on youtube is good and everything being recommended to me feels like mindless slop but also i dont feel like there's any good shows out right now that i could watch and i also dont really want to rewatch anything and at its core i think im bored and a little bit creatively unfulfilled
#jaytalking#like gem put out a new hermitcraft and i normally would enjoy it (started watching her this season and its been nice) but i watched the fir#first eight or so minutes maybe less. and i just was like. eh.#i dont know why but its like. i just want to watch something good#really i should rewatch the bear or severance but really i should probably just go read a book. thats probably my issue#or play pokemon bc that will give me a dripfeed of dopamine or w/e. im no brain chemist#also this is gonna sound so lame but we didn't do anything mentally challenging in calc today which was nice. but also its nice for me to#have math that i can do bc genuinely im like. oh im bored? might as well go do some math because its just like doing a puzzle. that rewards#me (green check and points) for being right.#also ive been thinking about maybe getting a degree in math lately. but i dont even know what id do with it. fuckin not statistics#and i dont want to teach or go into academia. really i just want to have fun little puzzles to do because really that's all math has been#and also i want to watch dunmeshi or frieren but also i dont and man. its really just boredom that's the killer#also i had a coffee earlier and i don’t know if that’s also part of this lol. like i got so much stimulation and now it’s warm off im like.#well what now.
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#putting this in the tags bc I need to get this out but also feel kinda guilty about it so I don’t wanna scream it in a post#but I feel soo irrationally pissed at my friend#bc she’s one of my best friends and I love her but I haven’t heard from her all summer except for the like four times she answered my#messages only to immediately ask me something in return#it took her two weeks to reply to a meme I send her only to immediately follow up with ‘het remember how you said your parents wanted to#hire my band’#‘ahaha summer is so busy I’ve read all my books anyway you told me I could borrow this one book?’#last was ‘heyy sorry for not replying haha anyway im bored next week wanna go on a trip’#to which I replied ‘yeah I would love to but I have my internship starting next week remember’#and its like I don’t mind that she doesn’t answer my texts like god knows I hate texting#but its really starting to feel like our relationship is fully based on her needing me for something#which I have felt before but I kinda dismissed it as me thinking it was always me who had to take initiative which was disproved when she#asked me to meet up a few times but thinking back it was always like ‘hey let’s meet up for coffee’ and then when I arrive having literally#left the library where I’d been studying for only ten minutes bc otherwise i wouldn’t see her.#she’s like ‘oh I don’t want coffee anymore but I need to go to the supermarket wanna join me?’#which I always did bc I wanna spend time together and it’s cheaper for me than getting overpriced coffee but!!!!#anyway I’m feeling this now bc while she hadn’t answered my ‘sorry can’t go on a trip’ text I did just see that she’s currently in portugal#with another friend#which is like??? so she just found someone else to relieve her of her boredom and so she didn’t need me anymore so why answer me right??#anyway it’s probably not that bad and I will talk to her about it when I see her again which will probably be in a month I guess but for now#I don’t wanna ruin her trip
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me: *constantly daydreams about moving out of my hometown and restarting my entire life somewhere that I actually want to live*
#Words#Personal#Yeah I can finally admit that post grad depression is here lol#Don't get me wrong I don't miss school at all#Like fuck my entire schooling I wish I had done something else#But now that it's over I can quite literally feel myself wanting to develop myself and have new experiences#The main one being moving out of state#I try to go out and hang out with people and go on walks and all of that#And it feels nice momentarily but then the boredom and monotony sets in again#I literally have nothing keeping me here anymore now that schools over#Sadly the places I want to live are expensive#So idk maybe once I get my passport I'll just book a trip somewhere because I really do feel myself going insane#Post grad problems#Post grad depression#Post grad life
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brain atrophying from boredom sos 😵💫 my friend was supposed to come over so we could binge the backlog of nva eps but she can’t bc she’s not feeling well which is fine but now I’m like. What am I supposed to DO?
#feeling of having an Event you were looking forward to and organizing ur day around getting ripped out from under u WORST.#oughgughuuhhhgggg#I’m fine I’m just in that Deep Boredom headspace where I want to do Something but cannot do Anything alas
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I feel like adhd bored is different than neurotypical bored because like. You don’t understand. I have a billion things I could be doing. I turn on the tv. I stare at the Netflix screen for five minutes. Flip through shows and movies for the next thirty minutes. Nothing looks good. I put in a video game. Play for two minutes. Not feeling it. I load up YouTube. Watch half a video before closing the app. Maybe I’ll read a book? I stare at my giant bookshelf. The thought of starting a new book seems too hard. I lay in bed and play phone games for six hours. Nothing has gotten done. Still bored.
#i don't think i have any reliable way to get myself out of it#i usually end up just playing mindless phone games while i yearn (my brain itchesitchesitches) to do something else#but like i already tried that something else and several other things too#i even forced myself to stick w it past when i woulda set it aside in the hopes that i'd get into it if i just gave it a little time…#but nope#it's awful i hate it#not to mention it's /exhausting/#and unfortunately i can't nap unless i'm super sick so i can't force a reset that way#augh and then time always passes so goddamn slowly which just makes it worse#even my maladaptive daydreams don't alleviate the boredom when it's like this!!
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